To all my family and relatives and friends who read this blog...
Having cancer is like being on a never ending journey.....As you all already know ... I did my first chemo session today..it was not so bad..I'm having two chemo drugs , apparently not so brutal...I may still lose my hair after the 2nd cycle but I think that I'm more prepared for everything this time. The side effects are usually felt after the 3rd day...so we'll see...After I rested this afternoon I went for my daily nordic walking in the botanical gardens...When I was in Germany I discovered nordic walking....I find it really enjoyable..i love it!!
The last year had been full of new experiences for me..I've learnt quite a few things that i think is making me into a different person.
I 'm learning to " let life flow"...I'm learning to let go of "control"...I'm learning to change my thoughts to change my emotions..my .emotions are directly connected to my white cells...which usually can kill my cancer cells...we all have stress ..what's important is the dealing of it...my inner healing mechanism is strong and i must believe in it... Daily relaxation exercises 2 or 3 times a day...is a good way to allow our own body to heal itself...
Well! I may not know how long i may live..but what i'm experiencing now is that life can be lived fully and can be good.
Your prayers I must thank you all..they are a great asset to me. My spirit had been high most of the times...and i'm learning a different way of relating to God...my faith in Him had grown...I no longer feel so scared...He is my shepherd..i don't know where He is leading me but I know He loves me and I trust Him.
Cure for cancer up to now has not been found...conventional as well as complementary are still both struggling ...luckily this time my oncologist in Singapore is more open to communicate to my doctors in Germany and NY. That's a big plus.
Anybody who is a christian and believes in the bible...there is a fantastic DVD called Psalm 23 for people with cancer presented by Ken Curtis (He himself is a cancer patient)...really inspirational...a must have..It can bring you so much hope ....and peace.
I think I'll stop here...thank you all again for your prayers, for your love and affection...Love , Nicole
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