Very dear family, relatives and friends,
As you have read,the results today were not as we expected.
Naturally,on the spot, both Maurice and I we were discouraged.
The chemo session went on ok..that was at least encouraging. Thank you Lord!
A few friends came to visit me at the hospital and as usual after chemo, Maurice and I we had a very delicious dinner prepared by our mauritian couple friends...That was very very comforting!!! Thanks again..
Looking back i realised that during the last two weeks i was quite lenient with my diet....i was taking my supplements , yes, but not all of them...i was eating vegetarian , yes, but not always...I guess the results of the blood test have shown that somehow diet is very important and I have to be very strict...
Taking total full responsibility of my health is still a learning process for me.
Mistakes will be done but i'll learn and start again.
I do not totally believe in chemo curing me...chemo had done a good job so far...many cancer cells had been destroyed but i do not think chemo will cure me.
So I will have to find out how i'm going to keep these remaining cancer cells under control.
Maurice and I we are already talking to a Dr. Gonzalez in New York who apparently has enabled cancer patients to keep the growth of cancer cells at check. His program is not an easy one ...but i may prefer it to chemo.
I talked to his secretary tonight ...she arranged for a telephone appointment for me with Dr. Gonzalez .
I think we should look into other avenues.
Will keep you posted.
I want to thank you all again for all your prayers and support...i'm being blessed...
I'm trying to do my share...and the rest in God's hands..He loves me..and please keep on praying for my physical, spiritual and emotional healing.. keep on praying so that the Spirit guide me and Maurice ...Just keep on praying.Thanks.
Love you all, Nicole
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