Dec. 27,2007

Dear all of you who are reading my blog...hope you all had a merry Christmas..with lots of peace and joy in your heart.

We had a quiet one with only Greg and Elizabeth and Pascal...Maurice cooked a small turkey with the help of Elizabeth and Greg...I had the strength to dress the table and sit down with them all during the whole lunch....I had the Eucharist brought to me by one of our friends...it was a treat...


I'm feeling a little better these last two days...i guess my body took a little time to get used to the high dose of pancreatic enzymes that i'm taking now.

On Jan 14 around i shall have another CT scan and we shall know the effect of the enzymes on the tumor cells.

Right now I've put everything in God's hands...

For me, all these hard times I'm going through, are but God's ways of getting me back to Him...I'm a slow learner...Trust me only ..He's been telling me since last January...

When things go tough, i hang on to Him and when things are better ...I slowly drift from Him..

Well! Let's hope this time that i'm learning better and that I shall have the chance to really discover His immense love for me...from my heart and not from my intellect.

To really have a close loving relationship with God in this modern world is not so easy...we are so distracted by so many other things...so many...and what I hope is that I shall have the chance to know really what it is to love God with all one's heart and soul...

Please keep on praying for me and my family..it's a tough time we're going through..

Let's all learn to open our hearts to Him, to invite Him genuinely in our hearts so that He can heal us from whatever we need to be healed...from our past wounds etc. etc.

Our life on earth is for the other world...our goal should be to prepare ourselves for this other world...and yet we mostly all forget about it.


Thanks again for all your prayers...He indeed loves us all.

Love, Nicole