Friday, December 21, 2007

Day 342 Singapore Dec 21, 2007 - 22.43 hrs

We received a good news today.
The blood test results show that there is a slight progress in the red cell counts. All other vital functions are ok.
This is indeed a break for us as Nicole has been having and is still having internal bleeding. Her red cell counts went downhill since we were in Mauritius. The doctors were concerned that she might need blood transfusions if the red cell counts reached a critical level.

We are indeed blessed by God.
All the prayers of family members, relatives and friends have been very helpful. Nicole, in spite of her weakness, searched through the Internet for iron rich food, inspired by the Holy Spirit. She ate lots of these iron rich foods: lentil soup, dates, figs, grape fruit and even water melon.

"Aides toi et le ciel t'aidera!"
God performs his work through us and this is a good example.
Instead of giving up and do nothing, Nicole had the strength and courage to continue to look after her health. Fortunately there is the Internet and Google. They allow her to find the information needed.

One day at a time. Praise the Lord.

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

Day 340 - Singapore Dec 19, 2007 - 20.47 hrs

The tumor has grown again and invaded the surrounding tissues which is cause for major concern. We are hoping that the enzymes prescribed by Dr. Gonzalez will work in time to at least stop the growth of the tumor. It is indeed a critical situation. We have to place our trust in the Lord - letting go and let Him guide us.
Every day is indeed a real gift. We are trying to live fully every precious moment.

Saturday, November 24, 2007

Day 314 New York November 23, 2007 18.54 hrs

Black Friday - the Great Sales after the Thanksgiving Holiday. Nicole went out to experience this event at Macy's. According to her words: dimoune dimoune.
I preferred staying home as it was -2%C outside. Nicolas and Nina came to spend a few hours with us.

We are getting ready for our trip back home.

Thursday, November 22, 2007

Day 312 New York November 21, 2007 18.28 hrs

Nicole is feeling reassured after our meetings with Dr. Gonzalez. Being in New York allows us to meet the doctor and discuss at length how Nicole is progressing in her journey to have a control over her illness. We were able to get answers to many questions.

We went out today - the first since we have arrived in New York - for just a walk in New York. I enjoyed very much going out with Nicole. Nicolas and family joined us later. We enjoyed very much the time together.

It is just so nice to enjoy these simple moments of life. We are so blessed by God.

We discussed with Dr. Gonzalez the possibility of him treating persons afflicted with cancer from Mauritius. Unfortunately theses persons have to travel to the US to be seen by him. We were wondering if he could treat them without them having to make the journey to NY.

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

Day 311 New York November 20, 2007

Nicole had the results of her medical tests today. Dr. Gonzalez gave the goods news: the cancer marker was down from 24 to 22, a sign that the treatment is working.
We both lately were very worried as Nicole had caught flu traveling to Mauritius. She has not been feeling well since. In addition, she has been having constant intestinal bleeding.
We both felt relieved when we heard this positive news. According to Dr Gonzalez, Nicole is responding well to the treatment. The results show that her body is showing signs of repair.

We thank the Lord for this.

I have been having some doubts regarding the treatment prescribed by Dr. Gonzalez, particularly seeing Nicole's recent state of weakness and flu.

Yesterday at mass, the readings reminded me of the need to have Faith. The readings were so timely and appropriate as I felt I was traveling alone. They gave me hope and renewed my Faith in the Lord.

Sunday, November 11, 2007

Day 302 - MauritiusNovember 11, 2007 - 17.33hrs

We are in Mauritius on our way to New York via Paris. In fact we are leaving for Paris tomorrow and shall be arriving in New York on Nov 13.

Meanwhile our friend, Philippe, who was diagnosed with cancer, left us on Nov 8. He died peacefully with his faith in our Lord. Philippe gave us a lesson in living the now and letting go. He knew that he did not have a long time to be among us. He silently and peacefully detached himself from our material world and he was ready to meet his Creator.

Nicole will see Dr. Gonzalez for her medical follow-up. We shall get the results of the test of her hair sample. The cancer marker reading from the test done 3 months ago showed a reading of 24 lower by 3 points from the previous test. We are hoping that we shall see a lower reading again.

While here, I got news that my brother, Patrick, is suffering from kidney failure. He is now on dialysis, 3 times weekly.

On a more joyful note, we attended the wedding of one of Nicole's niece. What a joy to be able to share this family event. Nicole was so happy to meet many of the relatives and friends.

Tuesday, October 9, 2007

Day 269 - Singapore October 9, 2007 - 11.40 hrs

We recently had the visit of a friend who has been diagnosed with cancer in his liver. Modern medicine i.e. chemotherapy and radiation cannot do much for him anymore. I say anymore as he was given chemo drugs but these did not have much effect on the cancerous tumors in his liver.

Both Nicole and I were very sad to witness this situation. Initially we were also thinking of Nicole's situation and what could happen later.
However, we are now more convinced that there has to be a better way to deal with cancer. If we do believe that cancer is the symptom of an impaired immune system, then we need to repair the immune system so that it can then effectively get rid of cancer cells that are always present in one's body.So far we know of Dr. Gonzalez's treatment "http://www.dr-gonzalez.com/" and the Gerson treatment "http://www.gerson.org/" see also "http://www.cancer.gov/cancertopics/pdq/cam/gerson/patient".

Last Sunday gospel is very appropriate:
St Luke 17:5-10
If you have faith the size of a mustard seed, you would say to the mulberry tree, "Be uprooted and planted in the sea," and it would obey you!'"


Meanwhile, we are taking life one day at a time, enjoying every single moment as much as we can. We are planning our trip to the US for Nicole's check up with Dr. Gonzalez and also to spend time with Bert, Nicolas and family. We are also excited to spend time with Nina, who is growing up so fast. Greg is now working with me as a consultant. We thank the Lord for His many blessings.