Friday Feb. 2nd 5.00a.m.

Dear family, relatives and friends,

Tks again for all your loving support ...u've been all praying so hard for me and Maurice that i was feeling quite energetic yesterday.

My chemo session took place the day before yesterday ..i had another incident of my vein getting reddish all around and the doctor had to be called to adjust my needle...i'm still a scary cat..so so scared of pain...i always thought that i was a tough cookie concerning pain but i've been proved so wrong since my disease.....just the thought of a needle can drive my spirit down.

But i've lived an experience during my chemo session that i want to share with u all...Maurice and I we were praying Jesus,Mary and Mother Augustine, when, after some time, i felt myself enveloped in a colored energy field..for me, it was the divine energy field..i felt so comfortable.. and peaceful...and i only wanted to stay in it for the longest time possible...my arm was feeling numb and i did not feel the pain any more...I'm not sure that i'm really using the right words which can express fully what i experienced...

When i opened my eyes i felt so relaxed and i told Maurice about it and i said...Jesus, Mary and Mere Augustine were with me..i really felt their presence...and i felt so dazed by it all..

I still feel so moved or shocked ...i don't know whcih words to use...by what happened and this experience kept coming to my mind the whole day yesterday...i can only attribute it as a special grace from God..He touched me and He loves me and my heart feels so grateful and thankful....



I just wanted to share this with u all.

I still have 3 more cycles of chemo to go...please keep praying ..i still need your support.

Love,Nicole