Tuesday 27th Feb, Singapore

Dear relatives, friends and family,

Tks again for your support and your prayers...Since my 3rd and 4th chemo sessions the side effects had not been easy...

Please pray for my inner peace specially...I don't know what God reserves for me..i wish I could be given some more time to live so that i can help other cancer patients, may be open a centre in Mtius for cancer patients , to educate others about nutrition, to supply them with supplements during the chemo treatments etc.etc....whatever i've learned since i'm sick., whatever help i can ..to give it to others.

Lately i've been struggling what to do with my life, now that the children have got their own lives...i seem to think that may be God is giving me an answer to my question through this illness.

But i guess only God knows His plan for me...I can only offer myself to Him everyday but ....i can share with you that this can become so hard sometimes....

Jesus had still been showing His love and care for me...during the last chemo session.. i was very weak and felt totally knocked out..i was half asleep the first 2 hours and i woke up with the image of Jesus carrying me as a little child on his back..i laughed at myself when i saw that image...and I said thank you Jesus.

Mary dressed in a beige attire wanted me to make her known to others..since I'm sick i've learned to pray to Mary ...something that i never knew before..i've been praying to her so that she can intercede near her son for my healing...She cares for us and loves us all, if only we can go to her...she'll bring us to her son...

I had a bad night...slept only 4 hours...pray so that i have a bettter day, in the presence of the Lord.

Keep praying for me...

Love u all, Nicole